legitimately get too overanxious on birthdays. yesterday was a new record for birthday anxiety. I tried to work on it: turned all notifications off my phone from facebook & such but it was so blehh. The thunderstorms didn’t help, doing runs in the rain, having my shirt go see through, wearing damp toms. I only started to feel better once I was at home reading my book while my little cousin watched Harry Potter next to me. Trying to mask tears on the subway is something I never hope I have to do again